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aight this is so much different than havin a crush on somebdy yu see in school or something ...this is crushin on one of yur close friends. This is a sucky situation that i cant believe i9m goin through. ive had a crush on this girl since june but i kinda blocked it out when i got into a relationship with one of my best friends so i thought about her every now and then. now i know some people are like why are in a relationship while ur crushin on someone and honestly i can say because i thought i was just lustin over my friend and that i would get over it.
my friend (crush) ima call her A and ima call my bestie (ex) B so its less complicated. i met A at a detention center for girls last year. She was my roommate along with 1 other girl.. And yes she is gay she is a (as we call em in ny) stud(people also call em butch/AG/dom) she was really sexy and at first we werent close caus we barely talked to each other. then maybe a mnth later we became close , we told each other evrything, we understood each other, we'd kiss every once ina while and act like we were a couple but just for the fun of it. when i graduated i was really sad i couldnt stop cryin. so now me bein home i realize that i really like her and i wished i hadnt.
shes in a relationship with a girl now and im newly single and im not gonna lie it kills me caus i really like it and no matter how hard i try to stop thinkin bout her icant. i cried a few times a few mnths ago but now i dnt. but we care about each other and i know that and she says things to me that would make me think she likes me too but maybe im wrong. after i realized i liked her i sort of stopped talkin to her and our friendship died but we rekindled it and now itts all good but i avoided her caus the more i talk to her and the more things she says to me i feel like im fallin deeper and thats what im tryin to avoid. its a sucky situation like i said.
thats my story ican honestly say i got attached because she treated me so right and we were just close friends an not a couple.
["it is what it is. take it or leave it. dont let my kindness fool u caus ill snatch a bitch up if needed"] 
{bree. 19. bisexual. born & raised in new york. im honest, trustworthy, loyal. respectful until disrespected.}
Lady Gaga
