So friday was my seventeenth birthday. Every year for the past three year we call each other on our birthdays, so around 8 my phone vibrates I got a text and his number shows up on my screen and immediately I start shaking my stomach turns into a knot, the last time I felt like this way when I got a text from him was freshmen year, like i couldn't stop shaking. after i reply he asks if he could come over and I tell him my family is over and my friends (who he doesn't get along with) are over and he says nevermind. he replies later on happy birthday and we talk for a little and then he calls me. We were on the phone for two hours, we talk about literelly everything. Our conversation was fine just a normal friend to friend conversation he tells me that he loves talking to me on the phone because I make him feel so much better and he just loves that I;m there for him and then he starts to tell me how he's fighting with his girlfriend and he explains what's wrong and I don't really feel bad because his girlfriend was once upon a time my best friend and I told him how she is, but he didn't listen. I was listening to a song called "forever and always" by Taylor Swift that's kind of been our song these pas t four years I tell him what i'm listening to and he tells me how he can't listen to that song it reminds him of me and everything that has happened and it makes him miss me and he just can't listen to it, I was surprised he actuallty told me how he felt and then he tells me he took me fro granted and it frustrated me because he still is, but i just replied yeah, yeah you did, I was holding back the tears because does he not realize what he's doing now? i guess not. I have this whole conversation about the night he came over and then he asks me if he could come over and I say no, and he asks why and i explain to him that he doesn't know it feels to have what you want for one night and then it's gone and you're back to being alone he doesn't know how it feels, and he ket trying to comvince me that it will be worth it just one amazing night. go to the next story sorry it's long.
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