Suicide Support

[Unicorns]

So I haven't been having that great of a week due to my depression. I tried chatting online with someone but it didn't help and know I'm just pissed off because the one day that I really need a crisis center all of their web chats are down and I can't call anybody because I don't have a phone. I would have to use my mom's and that's not going to happen. So now I'm stuck between a hard place and a rock and I have no idea how to get out of it.  I really feel like cutting so I guess this should be under the cutting section but I'm also thinking about suicide. I've tried before but it didn't work as you can see. The only thing that's keeping me from suicide is the fear of the unknown or messing myself up really bad and having to live with it for the rest of my life. So yea this was pretty much a rant to myself and I do feel a little better but the thoughts are still there.  Sorry this is so long. Thanks for reading, please comment if you have any suggestions on things that I could do.

[Cookkiiee]

Awhh I know you feel hun. I'm always depressed and crying... Find something that makes you happy, something that will take your  mind off of cutting. Like I read alot. That's the only thing that makes me happy in my life. I used to cut too, but I got help and started going to therapy classes. You should try that too hun. I'm always here for you if you ever want to talk hun... Keep your head up, and try to remain happy, even if life is bringing you down.