I have 2 BFFs; i live very close to one of them and I take the bus home with her every day. we also take the bus with a friend of hers and her friend's brother.
My other BFF is friends with a girl who is in the same class as the brother. The girl hates him because apparently he used to like her and he's supposed to be really boring. My BFF agreed with her instantly (even if she doesn't know him) and now she hates him too.
My bus BFF likes to sit with her friend so i sit with the friend's brother. We chat a lot and we get on really well: there is usually one of us laughing when we talk.
My other BFF still thinks I hate him so I had to ignore when he started to wome and see me at school every now and again.
After a while I realised I liked him. I felt really bad about the times I ignored him.
Then I saw him a few times with a girl in his class. They seemed to get on really well together and they looked so happy together that it really hurt seeing them together.
I forced myself to only like him as a friend and resolved to tell my class BFF who hates him that he was actually really nice.
But then my bus BFF and his sister watched me talking to him on the bus and they got the idea that i liked him. I'm really afraid they'll start making silly comments when he's there, which would be really awkward and stuff.
And now since my bus BFF told me about what she thought I can't help feeling that I like him. i did the dream boyfriend/grilfriend survey and i just filled in all his personality traits and stuff without thinking.
I know I need to sort myself out. I even had this dream last night that we got married (which is absurd because we're 13). I'm going to have to tell the truth to everyone. But there are so many people to tell the truth to it's a bit of a mess, and I have to keep them all from meeting each other until I've sorted things out...
Basically I need help.
(Sorry if this was a bit long and messy, but I can't seem to make any sense of it, and I didn't know what was or wasn't important so i just put everything!)
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