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i have nobody all my friends left me for no reason none at all except for one who is too busy for me. i feel like nobody can deal with me. my parents hate me my mother tells me daily. i have nobody to talk to at all about things im so fcked up and i cant do anything about it except sit in my room and cry every day nobody loves me and thats the honest to god truth if i were to kill myself nobody would care. people tell me im annoying and i feel so ugly all the time i have to self confidence i sit in school thinking abotu killing myself becuase of how sad i am all the time. i try to do sports but i end up quitting because i have no motivation to go and i suck i try really hard not to but i just cant. im failing al my classes and i have so much pressure on me and i cant deal with it anymore
Wow... It's like you're describing me. I feel the EXACT same way sometimes. I don't have any friends at all (they all thought I was a problem due to my mental illness) I failed the majority of my classes, I'm extremely depressed most times, and everyone in my family treats me like crap and says really horiible things to me, and I feel like a failure in life. I'm always depressed, I cry at least twice everyday. I also used to be suicidal... You're not alone hun. I totally understand how you feel. It's seems like everyday is struggle, and you want to give up... Do Not give up. Keep your head up! You may think no one loves you, but you are loved hun! Believe me! I'm getting better everyday. When I go through times like these, my older sister would always tell me to find something that makes me truly happy, and stick with it. I chose reading. I love to read, cause I feel like I get to exscape reality whenever I open up a good book (try reading something you're interested in). Find something that makes you happy! You should also talk to people and not keep everything bottled in, whether its online, at school, or home.. I'm always here for you hun! Whenever you want to talk, just message me. Think of me as your new found friend 
It's hard to find something that makes you happy when all you can think of is how dark things are... But sometimes we are too focused on the pain to see that there are still beautiful things happening every day and that life is worth living.
If you need to talk, I'll be right here
