Fooling Around

[Mad4Boys]

I went round my now boyfriend's house, and we were home alone. We were watching Friends for a while and then he wanted to arm wrestle me on the floor, it was so cute because he was letting me win Then we started kissing for a while and something about the way he does it makes me think he's trying to stop himself pushing it too far with me and he has admitted this before. He pulled away and asked to make a deal that if he took his top off that I would too.. I told him I was too nervous that his parents would come back, so we carried on kissing and he offered to go upstairs. I said yes and before I knew it he was taking my top off and I gave him the signal that he could take my bra off. He looked at my boobs and lay on top of me and kissed them and stuff... and after seriously, about an hour of dry humping (sorry for TMI) and kissing we were both really horny and when I looked at his face his eyes were all red and he looked like he wanted to eat me. It was kinda scary, and I wanted him to calm down but at the same time it turned me on more. He asked a couple of times if I could take my jeans off but I didn't want to and I don't know why. I'm not self conscious at all.. it's just that this was my first time doing anything sexual and I wanted to take it slow. So he let it go and made sure I was happy.. but then I accidently rubbed my leg against his penis and he groaned and sat up and shot his hands towards my jean buttons and I said "No". He looked completely shocked at what he'd just tried to do so I pulled him back down and kissed him, but I felt bad, selfish and pretty damn tired and he was completely frustrated so I felt for his penis.. and he let me and he undid his belt.

I gave him my first handjob and managed to make him cum pretty fast, but it went all over the front of my jeans and we laughed and I went to clear it up in his bathroom while putting my bra on. If this wasn't embarrassing enough, while I was in the bathroom I realised I'd left my top in his bedroom and I heard his parents come home. His front door is in clear view of the bathroom so I had to open the door a little bit and check no one was there.. and I legged it across the landing to his room and bumped into him. He turned his TV on and I put my top on and we watched TV like nothing had happened. But he told me later that his mum had suspected something but she's trying to ignore it.. that was the first time I met her and it's so embarrasing!

Eventually the cum on my jeans dried out and we watched a film until late. He said to me while we were watching the film "Btw, if you don't want to go any further or even do anything else, that's fine, I don't want to lose you over something stupid."

Later he told me he was suprised he could control himself.. does he have a really high sex drive? It's literally like he's on drugs when he's turned on. I don't wanna do anything I'll regret, but he's already had sex before and I feel a bit pressured. Sorry it's long, I just wanted to share my first experience like this :/

[alegnatm]

Being intimate with the person you are into is supposed to have some level of intensity.

From what you said it sounds like he was very good about not pushing you into doing anything too quickly. And he told you after that he reassured you that you didn't have to do anything you didn't want to and he didn't want to lose you over sex.

That sounds like a pretty good guy to me, and it sounds like you have a good thing going.

[Mad4Boys]

Thank you

[leapbaby29]

You know what they say, guys have a penis and a brain, and only enough blood to go to one or the other. They can't use both at the same time.

It sounds like he cares about you, and doesn't want to pressure you, but he did so unintentionally. Guys get really horny and have a hard time controlling themselves. But that doesn't mean you should feel like you have to do what they want. Don't feel bad about turning him down sometimes. He will understand.

[Magenta2011]

Well chica, I'd say you have close to nothing to worry about. Judging by his words he was not trying to pressure you and just got caught up in the moment. As did you. The only thing I have to say is try and keep a somewhat clear head. I'd hate for you two to get caught up in the moment, have sex, and regret it later. There are tooo many stories like that. Otherwise, you're good