aight this is so much different than havin a crush on somebdy yu see in school or something ...this is crushin on one of yur close friends. This is a sucky situation that i cant believe i9m goin through. ive had a crush on this girl since june but i kinda blocked it out when i got into a relationship with one of my best friends so i thought about her every now and then. now i know some people are like why are in a relationship while ur crushin on someone and honestly i can say because i thought i was just lustin over my friend and that i would get over it.
my friend (crush) ima call her A and ima call my bestie (ex) B so its less complicated. i met A at a detention center for girls last year. She was my roommate along with 1 other girl.. And yes she is gay she is a (as we call em in ny) stud(people also call em butch/AG/dom) she was really sexy and at first we werent close caus we barely talked to each other. then maybe a mnth later we became close , we told each other evrything, we understood each other, we'd kiss every once ina while and act like we were a couple but just for the fun of it. when i graduated i was really sad i couldnt stop cryin. so now me bein home i realize that i really like her and i wished i hadnt.
shes in a relationship with a girl now and im newly single and im not gonna lie it kills me caus i really like it and no matter how hard i try to stop thinkin bout her icant. i cried a few times a few mnths ago but now i dnt. but we care about each other and i know that and she says things to me that would make me think she likes me too but maybe im wrong. after i realized i liked her i sort of stopped talkin to her and our friendship died but we rekindled it and now itts all good but i avoided her caus the more i talk to her and the more things she says to me i feel like im fallin deeper and thats what im tryin to avoid. its a sucky situation like i said.
thats my story ican honestly say i got attached because she treated me so right and we were just close friends an not a couple.
Maybe you should let her know how you feel ? I mean yeah its a risk but i'm sure it'll be worth it .
I am bisexual so of course i would say just tell her how you feel. Atleast you would be able to stop wondering what it woukd have been like if you told her
Honestly just tell her the truth. Just tell her you like her. If you never take the chance, you'll never know what could have been.
Yeah,i know how that can be....i know that's hard,but try telling her how you really honestly feel......:smileyhappy: