My Best Friend

On July 28, 2015, a few weeks after his 20th birthday, my best friend killed himself. It has been almost 3 months, and I'm still feeling so much pain from this loss. I met him 3 years ago this month, and I have loved him since our first week meeting. He was such a special guy. I wanted to be his girl so bad, but I wasn't going to risk him getting in trouble. I wish I had taken the chances he had given me. I wish I could see him again. Even though we were never together, he was my first love, and such a close friend. 
I guess I mostly came here to get this off of my chest. No one I know understands me. 
Rest in Paradise Nick. I love you so so much. 7.28.15. #neverforget

I cant say i know how it feels but i can definitely understand how hard that would be :(

 

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