If you are looking for a place to just express your thoughts and feelings I can tell you that the gurls here at Gurl.com are amazing people. It's not always easy to share thoughts her because it is an open forum. But know that you are not the only one to have been abused. There are people here who understand what you have been through.
There re are probably better places to seek help but if you want a place to be destructed this is a good place. And you can put anything here you are comfortable sharing.