Hello thank you for writing.
Could you clarify for me, are you a friend of a boy who has a problem with addiction? Or, are you feeling addicted to a boy?
May I ask what country you are from?
You are a very interesting person. I have read some of your other posts. Married. Divorced. Arranged marriage.
Perhaps could you give a brief background history of your life?
One other question which can help me ununderstand you better:
Which of the following four do you base your self-esteem on, or is most important to you:
1. Action performance
4. being Authentic
Forgive me for asking. I feel I'm missing something important.